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LISTEN. WHETHER OR NOT I PASS THIS SEMESTER, I WILL STILL LEAVE FOR AUCKLAND IN JUNE. I'VE TOLD MY MUM AND SHE'S FINE WITH MY NOT GETTING A DEGREE FROM ONE OF THE FINEST STATE UNIVERSITIES IN THE COUNTRY. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THE UI TRYING TO ROB ME MORE OF MY TIME, MONEY, AND ENERGY. AND I'M SO NOT GONNA SPEND ANOTHER YEAR BLEEDING AND VOMITING MY WAY IN J-TOWN.
Why do I think I might not pass? I got a freakin' D for my tourism culture midtest, and ASEAN culture class...I don't really understand the final projects. It's hard to believe but the lecturer kept changing the instructions! But I do the papers still, and since he's known for being laid back, a B- (at the very least) wouldn't be hard to attain.
Shite. My water's run out. I'm so dehydrated lately.
This is December 16th already and it's less than 5 months until my 22nd birthday. So here's the recapitulation of my previous years, from early teens to the present...
13th: Meek and mild
14th: Hormone-crazed (like, totally!)
16th: Calmed down
20th: Enlightened (sort of)
Golly gee...I miss her. And she's so smart. Her sophomore year at university has barely been through, yet she's already become an assistant to her chemistry professor. But anyway, life goes on. I go on with my life, and she goes on with hers.
Thursday, December 16, 2004, 12:27 a.m.
begitu banyak...Who do ya think it is? I'll give you three seconds...your time's up! Britney Spears? Nah, her dead ringer. She's called Jessica Dee, a porn star hailing from Czech Republic. Would be nice to see her and Mrs. Federline play twins in soft core porn movie.
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My life is still so so...Boyfriendless, busy with papers until the 22nd, and hope to graduate in February. And after that I'll apply for a job in any TV station (I've got connections) to kill time while waiting for my departure to Kiwi-a-gogo-land (as Georgia Nicolson puts it) in June. This is againts my mum's wish (she wants me to work in a bank, but naaaww since I'm not good with money), but she should be happy coz I'll make more money through a decent, steady job (I've already made some with Oriflame, but the income's not steady...sometimes I make a million but other times I only get less than 500 thou) instead of spending her money.
Monday, December 13, 2004, 10:42 a.m.
Remember the boy on the left? No? Then you're probably around his age or younger. Poor you. A little flashback, he was the youngest artist to ever have a #1 single on both European and Asian charts back in 1992, when at age 4,5 he released Dur Dur D'etre Be'be' (French for It's So Tough Being A Baby). However, the little boy's career was VERY short-lived. In 1994, shortly after the release of his Christmas album in 1993, the French government banned his albums and music videos for the charge of juvenile exploitation. Hence the end of the six-year-old's career.
Back to the present, Orchid and I was having our regular midnight conversation on the phone, when suddenly I brought up the subject of her celebrity crush on Daood, Debu's 16-year-old American blonde drummer. That reminded us of Jordy Lemoine, the French kiddie popster, and I promised to look for Jordy's recent picture on the net. And here's what the former kid starlet looks like as a 16-year-old (he's turning 17 on this January 14! Is time a rocket *sigh*)
I stole that from Boy Actors. Teenage Jordy is reportedly living in a farm in Caen, France, and attempting a comeback as either an actor or a techno musician (sounds funny...but good luck!)
Friday, December 10, 2004, 04:55 p.m.
I had a crush on you
We had a crush on one another
We became long-time, model lovers
People rooted for us
Until this moment.
Our union may end, but not our love
At least not for me
I will miss you
Thursday, December 9, 2004, 11:26 p.m.
My heart is still breaking, but I guess this is God's way, as it was me who ACTUALLY put this matter in Its hands with full awareness. You see, just before Marcel and Orchid broke the news, I had my evening prayer, where at the end I told God I had feelings for this guy and I would be ok with whatever It wished to do with him and I. Yes, I've learned to leave my love life in God's hands, since I've had experiences where I prayed that I would end up with Pipi, or whoever it was I crushed on at that time, to no avail. I'm still broken-hearted, but God's giving me strength as I wish. Ask and you shall receive.
Lately, whenever I pick up the phone and it turns out to be for my mum or dad, the person on the other end always mistakes me for my mum. Ya know...once I say hello that person addresses me by my mum's name! This really amazes me, since not so long ago these peeps always used their kiddy voices with me when they asked to speak to my mum/dad on the phone, totally forgetting I'd been WAY past my teeny bop phase. I never knew I'd grow up THIS fast!
I sooo love Peter Catera, although I'm not sure if he was or still is in the band Chicago and don't know most of his song titles, but I'm sure as hell familiar with his songs. Beautiful songs I grew up with. This is surely my dad's legacy, since he's been listening to Catera since his youth. He even listened to a particular Catera song a lot before, during, and after my birth...the one that goes You're the meaning in my life, you're the inspiration.... Maybe he dedicated that song to baby me LOL. Actually, I owe some of my music taste to my dad. I listen to Peter Catera, Phil Collins, Queen, and Bee Gees because as a kid I listened to them on my dad's stereo. But my favor for Middle Eastern music is totally my own, and I will pass it to my children (again, plan for my unborn children heheheheh).
Wednesday, December 8, 2004, 10:10 a.m.
Nana. Twenty-freakin-one. Full name means rebelious yet wise young lioness. INDO PRIDE BAYBEEH! Clairvoyant at times. Attract mostly foreign, younger dudes. The most dwarfed Arslan at 5'8". Technologically challenged. On Friendster since June 2003, LJ since July 2001, blogging since May 2001, and online on a cable modem since March 2001. Used to minor in Turkish (passed with an A), German (failed), and advertising (one A, two C's and the rest are B's...I suck). Into history since grade 1. Written English is MUCH better than the oral. Take too many online quizzes.
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