Nana. Twenty-friggin-two. Aucks and J-town. University freshman. Family includes a weekend dad, a neat freak mum, and a 20-year-old bro currently studying in Tokyo (relocating to Ibaraki in March). Romanced by no one (as of October 2005.) More?
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je suis fatigueListening to: The buzz of life around me.
If you read one of my January 7 entries then you know what's been going on with me and Caleb...Well guess what, dude almost popped the question, then I screwed it and now he's mad at me. See, who needs to watch How To Lose A Guy in Ten Days when one knows how to lose a guy in only, say, ten minutes?
I'm sooo knackered I need to lie down but it's sooo impossible because I have a Delna test in 45 minutes and oh dear oh dear the test is gonna take two hours. Yes, it will involve academic writing and I really loathe academic writing in such language tests as Delna. I hate it that they give you usually more than two HARD topics and you're given no more than 1,5 hours to get them done. And why are there Delna tests, I wonder? So that the school can make sure their international students didn't fake their IELTS/TOEFL scores?
God I need all the luck in the universe to ace the test. I wish I weren't so tired. Don't let me fail. I sooo don't wanna be dragged down from year two courses to ESOL courses.
At times like these I need to talk to Caleb. Screw Casey, the blonde fetishist. Caleb understands me a lot more.
Oh well. Gotta e-mail Graham about the assignment and start working on it tonight. Oh, and I also have to write more journal entries for Woman 205 tutorial tomorrow. Suckaaaa...
Oh, you know where I'm online from, right?
Wednesday, January 11, 2006, 03:02 p.m.
anyong...Listening to: Two Korean (?) girls near me talking.
Oh-kay...Happy Aidil Adha to my Muslim brothers and sisters all over the world, especially the ones in Indo. Miss you much!
Today has been slightly stupid. It began in Graham's class, the FTVMS 100 tutorial. I was supposed to talk to my groupmates when we were discussing a coffee commercial, but instead I talked to Graham. Very loudly as well! LOL. Then there came an ever stupider thing...I was enjoying my lunch at The Food Gallery when all of a sudden it struck me that it was already 03.50 PM and I had to be at The Human Sciences Building's computer lab for a Delna test in five minutes. I left my exactly half-eaten lunch right away, and RAN all the way from the mall to the campus (I was sooo in a hurry that I almost got run over)...only to find that the test is not today but TOMORROW.
Oh well. I'm online from the usual place...Commons' level two (and no, contrary to popular assumption I'm not expecting to see Casey) and I'm leaving soon...I guess I'll just chill at Albert while munching on ice cream and reading my FTVMS textbook (before I can really start writing my essay...which is due in SIX DAYS *gasps*), and then board the bus to see the family Napianto. That's right, that's what I'm gonna do...
Oh, and happy 26th birthday to Rachel! Closer and closer to 30 huh...Well fear not because so am I...Pretty soon I'll be 26 and by then of course I'll be close to 30! Pretty scary thought aye.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006, 04:04 p.m.
di commons lagiehListening to: Other students talking and the click-clack of keyboards.
Ok, I'm online from The Commons' level two again and no Casey...yet. Maybe. Oh well. I didn't come here solely to meet him in the first place. I'm here to write the second entry of the journal assigned weekly for Woman 205, and I can't go home because I have to help my aunt out at the restaurant at 05.00 PM (her assistants won't be back from Indo until early February.) We can write the journal in a book, a computer folder, or a website. I choose the last one, but sorry I can't let you see that for you might plagiarise my entries. Oh well.
Monday, January 9, 2006, 03:12 p.m.
in this silence I believe...Listening to: Delirium feat. Sarah McLachlan - Silence
Hokay. Online from level two of The Commons. Casey Casey please materialize in front of me again...AND OMIGOD THERE HE IS!!!!! He's on one of the computers in front of me and he's with some blonde chick...Not Jess and there was no introduction. Um...maybe it's just me, but how come I've got a feeling that he's got a blonde fetish?
Ok, they're gone now. Do you notice that I update this entry like every three minutes? LOL. Omigod, I almost forgot. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNNY AND WURI! Hahahaha you guys are getting older...and funny how you both have dimples on either cheek and the same birthday...
Sunday, January 8, 2006, 03:44 p.m.
down and outMenangis boleh? (Thank you Dona for letting me jack the question.) Huh. Gue nggak gila aja udah bagus.Guys, if you see a girl holding her head in a headache or crying, please, by all means kick your protective senses to the curb. You surely don't want a freaky girl having the hots for you as a result of following your impulse. I know it's hard, but it will be worth it. Trust me.
You know...all this pain I've been holding since loong ago has begun to take its toll on me.
You know, right? Of course you don't. Heck, I know what you're here for. To get noticed. To get more hits. To steal my ideas. To take the quizzes I've taken. Not to listen to me.
Very well. I don't rely on you to make me happy. I can't. I rely on myself to be happy. Yeah right, you say.
Casey, I need you to show up in your gaping-soled shoes, worst clothes, and unkempt hair. Bring Jess and play tonsil hockey with her right before my very nose if necessary. You know, I get kicks (albeit temporary) out of that, out of knowing you're so not worth it.
OK. BREAKING NEWS (03.36 P.M.)! Omigod I really should hold my breath. I'm online from The Commons and guess what...Casey IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME photocopying something...But nevermind we've said hi. Listening to: Europe - Carrie
Saturday, January 7, 2006, 01:56 a.m.