three trapped in twenty one
Ich habe hunger. Must eat. Don't know what to eat. Don't feel like eating. But I will eat. Yea. Eventually.
Listening to: nothing
Thursday, March 9, 2006, 01:26 a.m.
cewek tulen loh iki
I took Spark's gender test and guess what my result was...A man. No shit. They thought I was a man. What a joke.
EDIT: Oh man...I probably have the craziest head in the world. If it's not producing premonitions it's producing memories to flash before my very eyes.
Yes, my so-called sixth sense is still working. More powerful than ever before.
My apetite is almost completely gone. I ate my meals quite late today and I devoured them without any apetite, just for the sake of staying healthy. And no, I don't eat less to get slimmer.
Of course, there's a cause to all this. But you don't wanna know. No, I'm not talking about my loss of apetite this time.
That kind of people really makes me sick. You're probably one of them. Don't come near me even if you swear to be sincerely nice and all ears 24/7.
If I get even just one A in this semester's GPA I'll be the happiest girl on earth.
My paperdolls are still better than you.Listening to: Kang Ta & Boa - I Want
Wednesday, March 8, 2006, 12:49 a.m.
even more useless stuff
This guy will sure be a heartthrob, if he hasn't already. He'll give Jesse McCartney a run for his money...
Oh, and I love Bec Hollcraft's song Perfect Me. I can't wait for her album to be released so I can download the single. Heheh.
Paperdoll Heaven now kinda sucks...They enlarged the dolls and now the users have to make two screen prints to save their dress-ups. But that doesn't stop me from playing...
EDIT: Reese Witherspoon won this year's best actress Oscar!!! Yay yay yay! She sooo deserves it! Go Reese!
People, you know you have wayyy to much pride if you mistake "I've forgiven you" for "please forgive me." Listening to: Bec Hollcraft - Perfect Me
Monday, March 6, 2006, 07:46 a.m.
stupid people in disguise
You think you're smart and all that, and your new interest totally rocks socks. I say it's utterly stupid. So high school.
And that thing. That one thing doesn't and won't get you anywhere.
Happy belated 26th birthday to Anne and hapy belated 23rd birthday to Carlos! LOL. Yay for you both!
Listening to: Ryuichi Sakamoto - Forbidden Colours
Sunday, March 5, 2006, 01:06 a.m.
Well. It's ok now. At least for now.
Oh man I love it when people ask me, "Why did you break up with him?" Hahaha I just love it. For no reason.
That's the girl before the fallout with Paris Hilton...before she became anorexic. Man don't you just miss her plump and healthy self? And anyway I looove the Nicole Richie section of Paperdoll Heaven
! It's got the prettiest clothes by far...Listening to: nothing
Friday, March 3, 2006, 09:56 a.m.
and more useless stuff
I drove past Airedale Hotel last night on the way home and the lights of the hotel made me all nostalgic. I recalled the overseas holidays I had with my family when I was younger. Before we went our separate ways...My bro to Tokyo, me to Auckland, my dad to Pontianak, my mum staying put in Jakarta. I wonder when we can have family vacations again. Maybe after both my bro and I are done with school, and maybe with at least two new additions to the family. Either my bro or I would have a spouse and a kid...
Aaaand more dollies! For those not in the know, I didn't sketch these dolls myself! Of course not...I can't even draw! I got them here!
Both in hitting-the-town clothes...
GODDAMN IT I JUST NEED TO BLOG.
The society is making me sick. They expect me to be this happy-go-lucky kind of girl which I'm not. I overthink. I brood. I agonize. Been doing that for years and if you want me to be a cheerful and happy gal you must help me become one. Just sitting there and watching me doing those things I do doesn't help. Whatsoever.
And you. Sorry I treated you like my dad. Couldn't help it.
Bec you're right. Maturity and I are like east and west. And Bec didn't wanna make me lose face. She just tried to help me in the only way she knows how.
Talk to me again dad. Maybe if we talk more they'll talk more to me too.
I haven't been eating properly nowadays. I eat carrot and custard cakes for breakfast, have a proper meal for lunch, and I've skipped dinner about twice. How will I get an A if I keep going on like this? Fuck. I lose my apetite just when I need vitamins and the like to help me concentrate and recover.
Ich habe hunger. Must sign off. Must. Eat. Listening to: Boa - Addiction
Thursday, March 2, 2006, 09:31 a.m.