I TOTALLY loathe it when a bloke tries to get to know me by pretending not to know my name and refusing to tell me how they got my number. It's a sad, sad thing that nowadays most blokes still think girls are easily excited about any random bloke who comes up and asks for their names and numbers. So blokes, please do bear in mind that in the present day girls wanna know if they're conversing with a serial killer or a mental institution runaway. Yes, we mind our so safety that much. When you try to get to know a girl, mention your name first (I swear I'm not the only one! Any girl would appreciate it if you mentioned your name first), and if you're trying to get to know a girl through cellphones, tell her how you got her number. Never, and I mean NEVER, refuse to tell on the source because we just know that someone must've given our numbers to you and WE'RE NOT THAT STUPID.
Sunday, March 7, 2004, 11:08 p.m.


WAAHOOO! ALL OF THIS WEEK'S ASSIGNMENTS ARE DONE!!! Well, there are still plenty for next week, but I need to catch my breath at the time being...Anyway, bitchy mode on, ya know what REALLY gags me? There are two, first is girls who take pictures with their Teddy Bears. It's ok to pose with your Teddy if you're six, but if you're 23, you're just what us Indonesian youth call sok imut. Trying to act so cute when you're supposed to act your age. Second, people who use the word "licious" after their usernames. I used to think it was cool, but after a while when it's become way too common, I seriously think it needs to stop.
Saturday, March 6, 2004, 07:45 a.m.


To hell with the entry below.
Just dropped by to say
I'M HAVING PMS!!!! YES I AM! BACK OFF EVERYONE!! I BITE!!!
To Lurino, if you by any chance stumble on my blog again: I'm sorry, bloke. But you're in a bad, bad timing...
Thought of the day: if I were a bloke, I guess I'd be a metrosexual one. You know, I'm probably the girliest girl in my graduating class...always in baby pink and baby blue and never leave home without a spray or two of Hugo Red, my current fave parfume.
Wednesday, March 3, 2004, 12:32 a.m.


On a short hiatus. Won't be blogging until next week (provided that I don't have as many assignments by then). So happy missing me, everyone! LOL.
Oh, and a little rant before I'm gone. My Shin Koyamada fansite has so many visitors, sometimes up to over 150 visitors a day, but hardly any of them checks out my blog. My blog still gets the avarage of 35 hits a day, like the days before I launched my Shin site. Even more aggravating, maybe some of them don't even go to the webmistress section. One visitor asked who the site's owner was in the guestbook! MY FREAKIN' GOODNESS!
Sunday, February 29, 2004, 11:26 p.m.


Hello...Miss me ah?
I've been neglecting my blog because of so many assignments and presentations and such...Too many that I don't feel like listing 'em.
I bought Boa's latest CD "Love and Honesty" on Sunday. Good gracious, when will she make her English better for the sake of her non-Japanese-and-Korean-speaking fans, as well as her own? She even pronounces "two", "choo". I've seen her New York and England documentary video, so since she travels a lot, isn't it easy for someone from her management to pick up a native speaker of English to be her teacher?
But anyway, apart from her English, the album rocks! My instant favorite: this song called "Over (Across The Time). But I wonder why there's a lot of this phrase "across the time" in many of her songs. That phrase is just nonsensical, don't you think?
Thursday, February 26, 2004, 11:25 p.m.


I've been wondering if I should delete some people off my Friendster...People I really don't know. Should I? Should I? I heard there was a limit to the friend list...After a certain amount of friends you can't add anyone anymore. And I sure want to give more space to people I know, either in real life or the net long before Friendster came to life. Help me make up my mind, peeps.
Still about Friendster, guess who I "bumped into" at Friendster? My elementary school mates. LOL. So far I've found three of them, but only had one on my list. I have to watch out for these peeps. They can blackmail me with their knowledge of me as a kid! LOL.
On a different note, I've been reading "Don't You Want Me?" by India Knight. It's about a divorcee with an 18-month-old daughter who hasn't had sex for around a year, and she has five men to choose not only to have a one night stand with, but also to be her partner for life. In short, she's so desperate to get her sex life back. Sounds silly? I know, I know...but it's better than to spend some money on a book from Limma. I borrowed the book from a mate. You know, I'm kinda short on cash nowadays. And you know what, this book makes me think of my aunt...She's a divorcee with a 13-year-old daughter, have been single since 1995, and her last relationship dates back to 1997. I wonder how she can survive the past nine years without sex...
Monday, February 23, 2004, 10:38 a.m.


Guess what! I guess now I know who the anonymous Valentine's Day SMS sender is...It's Jamie! Here's how I found out. The SMS reads, "Think of you when I open my eyes, can't start anything without you. I miss your warm touch, your smell, you are my love. You're my cup of Nescafe. Happy Valentine's Day!" Ok, first off, so Roscoe's got a mad huge crush on me, but since we've met only twice, and the furthest I've let him go is shaking my hand, it just couldn't have been him. Therefore, how would he know that my "touch" is "warm"? Heheh. With Jamie, well...we've done lots of things. But don't worry, no one has popped my cherry yet (I know the phrase "Pop my cherry" is derogatory, but whatever). Secondly, NESCAFE! Now that's the super hint. Jamie is a Nescafe fanatic! I mean, he never buys any other brand beside Nescafe!
There are lots of my high school mates on Friendster now! Now that's freaky. These are the very peeps who've seen the best of me. Seen me get off the handle. Seen the part of me that even my bestest mate on earth has never seen. What will they say on my guestbook if they stumble upon this blog? It's easy for them to find my blog now that they're all in my personal network. But I guess that should take them some time, since I have only three or four of them on my friend list.
Still Friendster-related, you know what I LOATHE? The people who message me, with or without their cellphone numbers (nowadays people just willingly put their safety at the stake...), always with their sign-up e-mail addresses, and requests to be added as friends, nothing else. And after I add them as friends, I never hear from them again. Either they stop messaging me or they never reply my messages. Hah. So ridiculous. Yet I feel sorry for them. So hungry for popularity that they're willing to flood their Friendster with total strangers...Or rather, people they don't care enough to know, that they use only to show their real friends how popular they are. Mighty pathetic.
Friday, February 20, 2004, 11:37 p.m.